just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying. even though she acts like nothing's wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying.

Sometimes I find myself glancing at the clock, wondering what you`re doing at the exact moment.

Surprise, surprise
Never something I could hide
When I see I've made it through another day.

Dawn breaks like a bull through the wall
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall & I'm lonely.

I don't mean to close the door
but for the record, my heart is sore.
You blew through me like bullet holes
Left stains on my sheets & stains on my soul.

Those days are gone & I want you so much
The night is long & I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be alone tonight.

Open hearted as a heart can be
'cause we all ruin like broken leaves.

You may tire of me
As our December sun is setting
Because I'm not who I used to be.

I’m sitting up here in my room
Regretting that I didn’t take that once chance with you
Now that chance is gone cause you love somebody new
And my heart is broken and torn apart in two
I don’t think I can survive without you
But if one day you change your mind about her
I’ll be here forever, for sure
I hope one day we would be together
And I will never let go, I will hold on forever

I give up on love
I always get my heart broken
It’s not worth it anymore

I’ll put a wall around my heart
And wont let anyone in
because my heart will wait forever to be with you again.

Am I mad at you?
Thats your main concern after shatterin my world?
Mad for what?
Breaking my heart?
Or for all the lies?
Maybe for lettin me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed?
How about the fact you didnt have the decency to tell me to my face?
Or the way you think its crazy crying over it
because to you breaking up is no big deal....
Am i mad at you?
No....more like crushed....

I really think theres a reason that I like him so much...like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime i follow my heart it leads me to him..i mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I felt that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart..and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me..when he lied to me and i hated him..why then did i still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much...

I hope this terrifies you. A moral suicide which burns inside you and it never lets you out until you realise you're knee deep, or buried alive in lies.

It's alright to let it go. It's not too late to come back home. Life is cruel and cold sometimes, but please don't give up tonight. Your wounds can heal in time, the scars can be left behind. How did we get here? In a world full of maybes, where everything's changing, and everyone's going in different directions. Where everyone's crazy, I'm just trying to break free but the road just get's herder. Harder each day.

I was lost and so confused, running circles around you. I thank the stars that I found my way now back to the simple things in life. Day to day, just getting by, counting sheep and highway signs. That's just fine.

Can you hear me? Maybe I should sing more clearly. Somehow I need you near me. I just don't know how to say all these things.

Now you've got me where my heart is. Tell me that you need this, tell me that you want this so badly it hurts.

I'm so sorry I never meant to become such a cynical bot, but the world all around me is stealing my heart and wasting all my time.

It seems like just yesterday when we would stay up late out on your front lawn talking about where we've been and all the places we're going. We would lose track of time watching cars pass us by and I would sneak back home before the sunrise and how everyday would seem so long and every night could go on.

As I fall from grace, these are the times I'd like erased.

Heavy hearted until you call my name; it sounds like church bells or the whistle of a train on a summer evening. I'll run to meet you, barefoot, barely breathing.

This is hell, this is doom baby. I find I cannot part with this shadow of a thought. Desire in my lips is precious to me, like air or blood or jewels that shine in the sky baby, or sweat that runs down your spine like a river. I find I cannot part with this shadow of a thought. Desire in my lips is precious, precious to me.

more than anything, all i have ever wanted is to be close to someone. more than anything, all i have ever wanted is to feel as if i wasn't alone.

-a million little pieces

I'm not saying I can't live without you, because I can. I'm just saying I don't want to.

I don't know why we hang onto things we know we're better off letting go of. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say that we'd rather have something than nothing at all. But the truth is, to have it half way, is harder than not having it at all.

Don't know if our fate's already sealed
This day's spinning circus on a wheel
I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

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he doesn't care what he has to do, if your unhappy he'll make you smile.

Maybe sometimes you have
to lose who you were,
to find out who you are.

I want to be the girl that
changed everything. The girl that
made a difference, the girl
that gave you a story to tell.

She knows herself enough to be confident,
with enough control to bite back the words
that are not meant to be said.

And it's usually the small things,
like when you stare at me from across the room.

He was tall and she was short. He was outgoing and she was shy. He was handsome, but man, she was beautiful. They were different in many ways, but it was how they came together when no one was looking that caught the two of them off guard.

He must have had a map when everyone else didn't,
because he found his way into my heart when no one else could.

we fall in love at the most random times, with the most unpredictable people.

every word you say, say something sweet.
cause all i taste is blood between my teeth.
and as i'm finding the words you're getting away.

well, it's this sort of thing that gets me to lose my mind,
and it's the flash-flashy eyes that make it worth while,
and every time when we'd get together, we'd just fall in love again.

see i thought love was black and white.
that it was wrong or it was right.
but you aren't leaving without a fight.
and i think i'm just as torn inside.

i don't know who you are,
but somehow your breaking my heart.
and i don't know where you are,
but like a drug lift my up to the stars.

i saw the clouds for and turn innocense in the sky.
the winter winds blew on lake michigan that night.
i carved your name into my arm so i would remember you.

oh give it up, you're lovesick.
so high in the frequencies.
he's her heroine dream but she has to sleep tonight.

the drugs you use as a place to hide.
this will end bad if you don't get this right.
i've got this, i don't need you.

i can't help it baby, this is who i am.
sorry but i can't just go turn off how I feel.
you kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break.
i know what i should do but I just can't walk away.

make the same mistakes we're always hanging on.
break the promises we're always leaning on.
i keep this line open to get this call from you.
as you speak the words that keep me coming back to you.



i hate how we're fading away like this.
no one needs you like i do,
you know that and you always have.

I would like to go to sleep and not have dreams
of standing next to you. I don't know what I'll do.
Sometimes lying to yourself is so much better than the truth.